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Dialogue 50​.​1

by Calvin University Dialogue

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Retract invisible notions, bury yourself in debris Light up those silhouette eyes and wear your heart on your sleeve Fold up your conscience, usefulness is never secure By the time the old leaves hit the ground there’ll be new ones to grow and more Swing from cathedral heights, swim under landfill seas Whatever gets you by just don’t think of me Align your gatherings, everything all around Perfection comes at a price and you’ll live it down But the silence is cure So stay rest assured By the time you get back I’ll be off your shore Treat everyone with similar magnitude Station your thoughts and maybe I’ll see you through Tear up the number of sinister call to arms A siren wasted, no forethought to raise any alarms But the silence is pure So mark my words By the time you leave I’ll have closed the door Bathed in the comfort of quiet afterthought There’s no escaping something you’re not The water’s grand at the stage of which you recall Demonstrate a translation and discover nothing at all
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I wanna go somewhere that it always rains, like the first time I got on a plane. I saw it all from the window seat: we pierced the clouds and it came in sheets. The darkened skyline turned to night, pouring rain against the flight. Thirty-thousand feet in the air, against the clouds I saw it there: Your silhouette on the spiral stairs, like the amber mountains of Sleeping Bear, like the hobbit houses in Charlevoix, like the lantern lit at Sable Point. So tell your sister and tell your son, found myself in Washington, and tell your exes and tell your friends, ended up in Oregon. Oregon—tell me what was different then. Oregon, Oregon—tell me what was different then. I wanna go somewhere that it always works, and I'm so glad even when it hurts, 'cause I know I can only get close when I wrote him a letter about the coast. It said: your silhouette on the spiral stairs, like the amber mountains of Sleeping Bear, like the hobbit houses in Charlevoix, like the lantern lit at Sable Point. So tell your sister and tell your son, found myself in Washington, and tell your exes and tell your friends, ended up in Oregon. Oregon—tell me what was different then. Oregon, Oregon—tell me what was different then. Oregon, Oregon, Oregon, Oregon, Oregon, Oregon.
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The wind is bearing down on me I doubt I’ll make it to the safe protected haven My journey takes me through the trees Hollowed inside the trunk in which I am graven My thoughts are fixed on warming eyes That set afire my soul when focused my way But still I’m trapped in this wind’s vice I’m nothing like these trees that protect my stay Cause I see trees still standing tall With roots down deep, they weather it all When all is fallen in the end Their boughs don’t even seem to bend And I see trees still standing tall I wish my feet were rooted deep Like the trunks that still stand firm against the storm But the gust still knocks me off my feet I long for something that will help me find that warmth
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Seems like everyone wants to go here or there, gotta do this or that Don’t take the time to see What’s in between The sun and moon have already come and gone But we’re in such a hurry we don’t even see Oh whats become of you and whats become of me ‘Cause sometimes the most beautiful things are simple It doesn’t always have to be so complicated In a world where greatness isn’t good enough And perfection is all I expect of myself I’m learning just like you To see what is true Like a daisy that blossoms and fades So simple and sweet Or the way you smile at me The sun beaming through the trees A million simple little things That make life so beautiful Oh won’t you take the time with me To see what’s in between ‘Cause sometimes the most beautiful things are simple It doesn’t always have to be so complicated So won’t you take your time and enjoy the moment Won’t you take your time and enjoy here and now ‘Cause I’m here, you’re here and it’s right now I’m here you’re here and it’s right now So won’t you take your time Take your time Take your time Take your time Take your time Sometimes the most beautiful things Sometimes the most beautiful things, can be so simple
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As I lay, my eyes are open wide You ask, you ask what’s on mind Clench my fists, clamp heart, and hold my tongue Give no response, these feelings feel too strong I just need level ground Cut me loose of her entangling vines Put my hands to work, make your kingdom stronger then mine Stronger then mine I woke late Rainy next day thinking back in time Laps through my head I’ll pray I don’t dramatize I can’t count on Emotions this strong I just need level ground Cut me loose of her entangling vines Put my hands to work, make your kingdom stronger then mine Give me level ground Make less of my emotional ties Seek you first and you put everything back in line Everything back in line …put me back in line
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I wanna spend some time with you until you repeat yourself as if you've practiced what you'd say and how you would come off. And we drank with our congressmen and danced as if we'd won, but then we saw a sex offender put his hand on our holy text. A man wearing the Virgin's face said, "Now our country's blessed!" I wish that I felt threatened then but he looked just like me. We walked with a million others, betrayed but full of love. And we rode midnight subways and tried to see enough, and in remembered dreams I see us talking on the bus. One night my closest friend here saw the love of his life at a show, just like back home, swaying in the purple light. And we talked to them afterwards but you know how that goes. A movie on a mattress—the coziness we make in laughing on the carpet—I feel natural and allayed. And we don't need a function now to wonder how it got so late. 'Cause I needed to run away if only for two weeks. And I can walk and joke with Dad where the museums are free and where he lived a younger life before they imagined me. So when the last hand's shaken, start over and all fly back. I'm praying in the shower for peace while I unpack.
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when you go away  (happy birthday) the reticent remains (happy birthday) I am past your age (happy birthday)
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Way back then In the place that we once knew The tracks we held dear in our hearts So far and seldom few Days to wader in between The cars and empty rails One open hour in the spring Paving juvenile trails Of a place we’ll never see and never know Of broken ties sown away A slow parade I watch alone To sit and star into space This is home Sun is shining on my face No one will ever see The isolation of this world Always barely out of reach Climbing up, I long to see The beauty of it all No time to linger here anymore Where a right was never wrong (You won’t be no more) x4

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Dialogue is an arts and writing magazine of Calvin College undergraduate creative work that is submitted, curated, and published by students. This is a catalog of original student music.

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